just recently I thought I had a ton of friends. I thought that they had my back, and they could keep my secrets. But in reality they were just spreading them. last night I got in to bed to go to sleep. I checked my phone to see who had texted me. I had different messages but the main one that made me hurt was from the guy I cared for most. it said " I have people telling me that your a whore and they tell me all the things you've done.." I didn't know how to respond I busted in to tears and I felt like I had no one. I asked him if it was a guy or girl and all he said was girl. that just shows me that I cant really trust anyone. I felt alone and hurt and I couldn't even think straight. its not the first time some one has told me they heard that. I had to call my sister and tell her I wanted to come over because I didn't want to be alone. I didn't tell her why or what was wrong just that I needed her. I honestly don't trust myself by myself. and I don't want to talk to my parents because I don't want them involved... I just don't know what to do anymore. I guess I want to be done. done taking it in.