I started getting bullied when u was 9 years old... It was so bad that first year. I got punched, beaten, and mentally abused... When I turned 10 I started cutting and thinking about suicide. At age 11 I took my first suicidal action. At 12 I attempted suicide 4 times... At the fourth attempt, my mom caught me and took me to a mental hospital. When I got out, I was homeschooled... But that just made things worse... I started cutting deeper and bleeding longer, I'd sleep away 15 hours per day so I didn't have to put up with my depression... Now at almost 13 years old I have attempted suicide 5 times... No one knows how bad things hurt me.... And this year I'm trying to tell more people about it... But I can't tell them everything... It's too hard