Once she had told everyone. They picked on me. I rember watching videos in class and seeing how happy people were going to school. I always wanted to feel like that. I don't think that I ever could go back to the way I used to feel. I just started drifting away. I want to know that I am special. My ''friends" tease me. I get pushed around a lot. My teachers would always tell me its going to be alright. But I know its not.