I've been hiding who I am for the past four years. Wondering when i can finally let the truth out. I've hidden the fact that I'm gay to my family so that i won't be ridiculed and yelled at everyday. Certain family that i know is okay with it knows but the two people that i want to tell will reject me and won't call me their granddaughter anymore. I get made fun of by my cousin and sister, not because I'm gay but because it's for their own humor. I've tried to take my life 7 times and I haven't succeeded so I have called it as a sign that I am suppose to be a live and now i want to help! :)