I used to be bullied in 6th to 7th grade. I was always the fat quiet kid which usually seems to be the best targets for bully's. IT had gotten pretty bad to the point where I wanted to commit suicide, but I didn't I hung in there and hoped and prayed things would get better. Its now 8th grade and I learn that these kids won't stop unless I defend myself, so I did. I didn't start fights but when I would start being picked on I would fight back. I got beat up a number of times but as time passed they did stop. I am now in my second semester of college and have a beautiful girlfriend of now 1 year and 1 month. Thinking back I am happy I never decided to go through with committing suicide. Hang in there and things will get better. I promise.