I started getting bullied since the 1st grade until my junior year when I finally lost all the weight I was being made fun of. Until this day I still remember ever name that I was told everything that was done to me. I am 20 years old now and I am scared to eat because I don't want to go back to weight I was and go back to getting bullied. It sucks that I cant love my self because I was always surrounded by hatred it came from everyone I knew loved and people who didn't even know me. Yes I am extremely insecure, I don't trust people and I don't know how to love. I am always angry at the world but the damage has been done there is nothing I can do no more for myself but I will not let other kids go thru what I went too. I couldn't enjoy my childhood and I think that's one thing a child should enjoy.