I was bullied from preschool through half of highschool, things never got physical though, it was all verbal abuse. At some point in elementary school i was suicidal, i didnt do it though because of the few friends that I had, i didn't want to make them sad. The built up stress and anger led to some psychological problems starting in highschool along with suicidal thoughts again, even though I wasn't getting bothered as much then because my friends had my back, the damage was already done. Now I am working on college but I am on medication for an anxiety disorder, i have low self esteem, little confidence, I struggle with my weight. There are some little kids in my neighborhood that like to talk to me, they are sweet kids but in the back of my mind I can't help but worry that they will either grow up to be bullies or be bullied. More so I am terrified that if I
 ever decide to have kids of my own that they will be bullied like I was.